For Wei Ying - Nekkid Swimming

[lan_wangji]

Lan Wangji knows that he has been - intense, as of late. His instinct is to protect Wei Ying from what would harm him and as he is unable to protect him in that way, he finds himself wanting to protect him from every other possibility. His already present concerns regarding Wei Ying's diet and general health have only been magnified and compounded by worries about his mental state.

Not to mention that the seal still very much exists and that every time he tries to fathom the damage done to a person without a Core, he spirals into unshakeable fear.

All of this to say that he knows he has been a bit much. And Wei Ying deserves to do something enjoyable. And Lan Wangji has promised to do this.

He steps outside into the warm air to wait for Wei Ying still changing inside, barefoot and clad only in his inner robe feeling entirely ridiculous and even more naked than he has in their own bed. He has kept his forehead ribbon on but gathered his long hair up in a knot, all the while trying to will any boaters to steer clear of the river for at least a time.

He is uncertain he could endure the embarrassment.

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[lan_wangji]

Lan Wangji wants to apologize for how rough he is being, from directing his attention from Wei Ying's pleasure solely to his own but he lacks any of the faculties to voice such thoughts. All he can do is gather Wei Ying up in his arms and hold him as tightly as he can manage as he fucks in over and over, the pleasure burning and tightening.

When it peaks it wrings itself out of him, from the base of his spine and outwards in wave after never-ending wave. He buries his face in Wei Ying's sweaty neck, groaning and gasping desperately as he tries to hold some part of himself together.

[yiling_laozu]

Wei Wuxian sighs as Lan Wangji wraps his arms around him, all his rawness soothed at once by the pressure of strong arms around him. He doesn't need to worry - he's right where Lan Wangji needs him to be, a warm and willing vessel for him to take his pleasure, and Wei Wuxian relishes it. He meets every rough thrust with a gentle moan or another kiss, whispering in Lan Wangji's ear how good he feels, how well he's doing. When Lan Wangji at last stills and comes, Wei Wuxian groans anew, feeling him jerk and spill deep within him.

"Aiya, Lan Zhan, I feel you," he murmurs, delighted.

[lan_wangji]

He cannot imagine it is possible for his face to become any more flushed than it already has but Wei Ying's words may just manage it. He cannot possibly respond, still at the mercy of his pleasure for several long moments before he collapses on top of Wei Ying, entirely exhausted and more complete than he has ever felt.

He pants against Wei Ying's neck, only just realizes how filthy they are with sweat and seed and entirely unable to do anything about it. He knows he needs to remove himself, needs to move but he honestly does not think he could manage it for anything less than an emergency.

"Are you okay?" he whispers against Wei Ying's skin, carefully unclenching the tight hold of his arms. "Are you hurt?"

[yiling_laozu]

Wei Wuxian wraps his own arms around Lan Wangji when his grip releases, smiling against the dark hair pressed to his cheek. He feels...wrung out in the best way, a little slow and foolish like he's deep in his cups, but he doesn't hurt. Still...

"I think I won't ride my bike tomorrow," he says, stroking Lan Wangji's back, a little giddy at what they've just done. "But I'm wonderful, Lan Zhan. You were wonderful."

[lan_wangji]

"Wei Ying was wonderful," he argues, ridiculously as he pushes himself up enough to look at Wei Ying's perfect face. He is still flushed, color highlighting his lovely cheekbones and more than anything he looks happy. He does not look pained or shocked or anything that Lan Wangji had worried about.

"How my Wei Ying was able to take me in, was brave enough to let it happen. You are magnificent."

He can feel himself growing soft and realizes he is unsure about this part, the....removal.

[yiling_laozu]

Wei Wuxian grins up at him, burying a pleased laugh in his throat. "It was so much at first," he admits, trying not to squirm as he, too, feels Lan Wangji lessening inside him. "And now I don't want you to pull out of me."

He pouts, unabashed. "I like you inside me now. Lan Zhan, when you were moving, it felt so...decadent. Even after all we've done before, I didn't know I could feel like that."

[lan_wangji]

He nods in agreement, but drops an apologetic kiss to Wei Ying's forehead before slowly pulling out, wincing a little at the overstimulation and only imagining how uncomfortable it must feel for Wei Ying. He settles himself along Wei Ying's side, reaching over for a cloth to start to clean Wei Ying's belly.

"Could give you pleasure while receiving it from you," he murmurs, kissing every inch of skin he cleans. "Was not difficult for me to accept it, like that."

[yiling_laozu]

Wei Wuxian whines, puffy and sore now that the afterglow is fading and Lan Wangji has left him so empty. Aiya, they will have to put a cloth down next time, he thinks as the wetness seeps from him. He lies still as Lan Wangji cleans his stomach, distracting himself from any discomfort by sinking his fingers into his hair and he presses kiss after kiss to his skin.

"Then I have been very helpful for you, Lan Zhan," he says, cheeky, "For that was the best I have ever felt."

[lan_wangji]

Lan Wangji gives Wei Ying's hip a nip at that statement, although he cannot argue. It was the best he has ever felt as well and it is all because Wei Ying allowed it. He doubts he will be as easy a recipient when it comes his turn, as much as he wishes to give the experience to Wei Ying.

He glances downwards and notices the dampening blanket with a blush, hesitating as he has no idea what is appropriate. "Is it alright if I clean you here as well?" he manages, cursing his own ridiculousness. To blush after such acts is extreme even to Lan Wangji and yet he cannot stop it.

[yiling_laozu]

It's far easier to soothe Lan Wangji's discomfort than deal with his own, and Wei Wuxian only grins wider at the pink suddenly darkening his pale cheeks. "I suppose you'd better," he says, "I feel like a bit of a mess down there."

He's not certain he wants to know what he looks like, either, however excellent the experience has been. "Perhaps we can bathe after?"

[lan_wangji]

He nods once before ducking his head to thoroughly clean Wei Ying, steadfastly avoiding his gaze until he has the blanket underneath folded just so to give Wei Ying dry bedding to rest upon. He will ensure that Wei Ying remain comfortable through tomorrow, certain that the discomfort the day after must be considerable.

He cannot fathom how it could not be so.

"Shower or the outdoor bath?" he asks after he has fussed some more and resettled. "I can prepare either. I can carry you down to it. Whatever you desire."

[yiling_laozu]

"Ah, the big bath," says Wei Wuxian, giving an experimental stretch beneath Lan Wangji's perhaps too worried gaze. "Aiya, Lan Zhan, you didn't fuck me into an invalid. I can walk." He laughs, lifting up a leg to poke Lan Wangji with his toe to prove it.

"Though I would enjoy the soak."

[lan_wangji]

Lan Wangji finishes the tie on his pants, having pulled them on as he always does as soon as he rises out of bed. The freedom to move around naked, even in their bedroom, still escapes him.

He is nodding half to himself at Wei Ying's decision when he looks up, taking in Wei Ying so comfortable in his own skin, bared in every way to Lan Wangji. Trusting Lan Wangji. It is far too much for any one man to bear and he finds himself crawling back into bed, wrapping Wei Ying up in his arms and kissing his temple.

"Love you."

[yiling_laozu]

Wei Wuxian smiles, luxuriating in Lan Wangji's hold. The last doubts that Lan Wangji could love him fled some time ago, but in moments like this, he wonders how he could ever have been uncertain. The affection in his Lan Zhan's eyes is as much a caress as the lips to his temple.

"I know, Lan Zhan," he says, pressing a kiss of his own to his throat. "I love you, too. So much."