For Wei Ying

[lan_wangji]

Filling the day is not the problem for Lan Wangji. His days have been filled, all his life, with every minute accounted for. One rose at precisely 5AM, had tea and a small meal, cleaned one's self and then began morning meditations. The rest of the day was filled with physical training, studies, and practical application. After the evening meal and bath, a meditation focusing on reflecting on one's progress and behavior was completed and notes made before falling asleep at precisely 9PM.

These things can, in some way or another, be done in this place as well. The course of studies are very different as are the practical application. They are...disappointing, largely. Every day reveals some new way he is weaker and duller and unable to provide to the world what he once could. He might have been cold and not particularly liked but he was unparalleled in skill. Here, well. Here he does not know quite who he is or ought to be. Wei Ying points out often, that not all of the 3000 rules he grew up under need apply so literally. But parsing through 3000 rules, some he holds very dear, and making such determinations feels impossible some days.

The days when he cannot make those decisions, he wanders without aim. This is definitely against the rules. He likes the market, early in the morning before the crowds have descended. At this time of day it is only himself and those out gathering supplies for the day's meals. He'd rarely gone to market in Caiyi Town, disliking the bustle and the stares and the comments he was clearly meant to overhear. But no one cares who he is, here. If anyone finds his silence off-putting they do not say so. He is looking over various trinkets, bits of leather and bone fashioned into jewelry when he sees an array of combs. He does not know where the impulse comes from, only that he has hazy memories of styling Wei Ying's hair (he really must never drink again). He takes it without another thought, horrified at the lack of payment system but determined to find a way to make it up to the merchant. It is a purchase born entirely out of impulse and affection rather than need, another rule broken.

A few quick strokes with a small knife have inlaid a small protection charm, likely useless in this place but he thinks Wei Ying will appreciate it. He has no idea how he will go about giving it to him but he wraps it up in a piece of cloth and heads over to Heimdall District, feeling light and not a little unsettled.

"Wei Ying," he sends through the bizarre bracelet contraption. "Am in Heimdall. May I come to the Haus?"

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[yiling_laozu]

Wei Wuxian bonks his head on the bed as he scurries out from beneath it, hastily yanking his disastrous hair into a topknot on his way to the door. "Lan Zhan," he says as he opens it, "Your timing is very good. Wen Qing is out for a while and our other roommate has sake, though I haven't found it yet."

[lan_wangji]

Wei Ying looks bizarrely rumpled and Lan Zhan looks around, trying to determine what he could have been doing. It is immediately apparent which bed is Wei Ying's but he chooses not to comment. They are not in Gusu and Wei Ying's tidiness should not be of his concern.

"If you cannot find it, perhaps it means it is not for you," he suggests, folding his hands behind his back. "Did I disturb you?"

[yiling_laozu]

"Ahh, no," Wei Wuxian decides. Lan Wangji rarely disturbs him, but he assumes Lan Wangji is asking if he's interrupted. "I was just deciding what to do with the day. Archery, perhaps? Or the rice paddy before the sun climbs too high."

He realizes quite suddenly that this is the first time Lan Wangji has been in his home. "Come!" he says, seizing his wrist, "I'll give you a tour!"

[lan_wangji]

Lan Zhan is about to admit that he is looking for a distraction, that he does not want to do his daily devotions when Wei Ying takes charge.

Perfect.

He nods, content to let Wei Ying lead where he will, to sweep them both up in whatever chaos may come until Lan Zhan finally puts a stop to it.

"Many people in one room," he comments, frowning as he thinks about the impropriety of Wei Ying living with a woman. "No privacy."

[yiling_laozu]

"Eh," Wei Wuxian shrugs. "There was no privacy at the Burial Mounds, and it wasn't so bad." Of course, many had given him a wide berth, then, but just as many had wanted to be close to their would be savior.

He tugs Lan Wangji before the messiest bed, laughing a little nervously as he retrieves the pillow from the end to settle at the head instead. "This is where Wei Wuxian sleeps. And here is Wen Ning," he says of the tidy space surrounded by mysterious pots and bottles. "And here is Okita-gōngzǐ. He wants to have us over for dinner!"

[lan_wangji]

Lan Zhan can feel his ears growing warm, being so close to such an...intimate place. If it were properly made it might be quite another thing but he can still see precisely where Wei Ying has slept the night before.

It is because of such thoughts it takes him a moment to realize what Wei Ying has said.

"Why?" he murmurs, frowning as he tries to imagine why a stranger would include Lan Wangji in such an invitation. "There is food in Odinhaus. I have food."

[yiling_laozu]

"To get to know us," Wei Wuxian answers, nudging Lan Wangji's shoulder with his own. "To socialize, Lan Zhan. This man will be close to me, and you are close to me, it only makes sense for him to wish to get to know us both. Don't worry, he knows you won't eat meat or take wine. He says he has a friend at home who's very much like you, based on my stories."

[lan_wangji]

Lan Zhan cannot think of a single, logical argument to counter the invitation other than the fact that he just doesn't want to. This man sounds much more like Wei Ying than Lan Wangji, simply by the fact that he thought up such a plan and Lan Zhan cannot imagine he will contribute much to the dinner or the conversation.

He ignores the pang of jealouy of this man, sharing meals and lodgings and friendships with Wei Ying who attract them so easily.

"What stories is Wei Ying telling?" he finally manages, unsure if he is a little pleased or horrified or both that Wei Ying talks about him to others.

[yiling_laozu]

"Just how you like to meditate," Wei Wuxian answers, "And what an excellent swordsman you are, and how you don't like too much noise. Also what an excellent cultivator you are, though I'm not sure he quite understands our world. Lan Zhan," he says, turning to him, "It is very different from almost everyone else's here. Isn't that strange?"

[lan_wangji]

"Is strange," he immediately agrees, happy to turn the conversation away from what Wei Ying has been telling about him. They are kind things and not untrue but he thinks it makes him seem far better than he is.

He looks around for a place to sit, unsure what belongs to whom and finally settles himself carefully at the end of Wei Ying's bed, feeling wholly inappropriate.

"Some have no magic at all. Others have ships on wheels and ships that fly and things I cannot understand but insist it is not magic. Would be very lost without Wei Ying here."

[yiling_laozu]

Wei Wuxian plops down next to him, thinking nothing of scandal when he feels the comforting warmth of Lan Wangji's side against his own. "Lan Wangji is fortunate indeed to have me here," he teases, "But flying ships! Surely only birds and cultivators fly..."

Ships have neither wings nor magic to lift them from the ground, and supposedly these need neither? "Lan Zhan," he says, "Perhaps our next study should be of these strange, flying ships. If we could make our own, that would be very fine."

[lan_wangji]

"No," Lan Zhan huffs, glaring at Wei Ying's thoughtful, delighted face. That is not a good expression.

"No, Wei Ying. No flying. This world does not seem to have them, only tales from people taken from other worlds," he warns, wishing he'd never brought up the subject. There are enough ways for Wei Ying to try and injure himself without searching out ones from other worlds.

[yiling_laozu]

"None here?" Wei Wuxian scowls. "Why would they regale us with such ideas and not provide them? And after we fought in their war!"

Of course, Wei Wuxian would have fought for the civilian populace regardless, but all the harder if there had been the promise of flying ships! "I miss flying," he huffs.

[lan_wangji]

"I know," Lan Zhan says, patting Wei Ying's arm with as much consolation as he can muster. He is exceedingly grateful that there are not any flying ships in this place for Wei Ying to find and if there are, that he does not know where to find them.

"Have a confession," he starts, brow furrowing as he tries to determine how guilty he actually feels. "Supposed to be doing devotions and learnings, today. But do not want to. So I did not. Want to do something enjoyable, instead."

He finishes off the confession with a deep, steadying breath, stopping his mind from tallying the sheer number of rules broken by the statement.

[yiling_laozu]

"Eyyy?" Wei Wuxian drawls under the staggering weight of this revelation. Lan Wangji, spurning the duties he's given himself, casting aside the burdens and expectations of being beyond reproach? And all in the name of something enjoyable?

"Lan Zhan wishes to have fun?" Wei Wuxian asks in wonder and delight. "Does he have ideas, because is not, Wei Wuxian can provide!"

[lan_wangji]

"Just for today," he clarifies, already feeling a little anxious and wondering if this was a bad idea. To give into such impulses is very unlike him but he could not help but think about Odin's words about trying to send them all home, someday.

He's had enough regret for one lifetime.

"Unsure about what to do. Not sure what I enjoy but I enjoy Wei Ying so starting there."

[yiling_laozu]

"I know what to do." Again claiming Lan Wangji's wrist, Wei Wuxian rises, stalking towards the door to open it and peer down the corridor. It's overzealous, perhaps, given that his actual destination is some distance yet, but he'd really rather not be followed.

"Lan Zhan," he says, pulling him into the narrow hallway, "I've heard whispers of some sort of treasure in the kitchens. Supposedly it's meant for special occasions, but we had none after the war. I believe it's time to liberate it."

[lan_wangji]

He frowns, looking around for a threat when he realizes what Wei Ying is proposing.

"Cannot steal," he hisses, still letting himself be pulled along. "You will get in trouble."

Stealing and being punished is not at all what Lan Zhan would count as enjoyable.

[yiling_laozu]

"Only if I am caught," Wei Wuxian whispers, darting down the corridor now that he's sure it's empty with Lan Wangji in tow. While this mischief is entirely for his own delight, it's not escaped him that Lan Wangji has likely never dabbled in such petty fun before. "The kitchens are this way. Let me know if you see anyone, I'll be sure to distract them so you can slip by."

[lan_wangji]

"No, morally wrong," he tries to correct, now wide eyed and a little panicked. He does not know the punishment for stealing in Heimdall District but he cannot imagine it is pleasant.

He shuffles along, following Wei Ying and looking entirely suspicious.

"Wei Ying how do you even know about this object?"

[yiling_laozu]

"Rumors," says Wei Wuxian, darting past another open doorway. "Did you know that the restaurant in Heimdallhaus is new? Before there was only the mess, and it wasn't very good, and the only other restaurant was in Njordhaus. Now people can come to either house to eat, isn't that nice? Still, I believe they're still holding something back. Why shouldn't we find it?"

[lan_wangji]

"But what if it actually belongs to another and they are disappointed we've taken it?" he worries, still trotting alongside Wei Ying. It does seem very wrong, against rules of Gusu Lan that he believes firmly in but in the face of all that is...Wei Ying's enthusiasm.

It is very, very hard to say no to an enthusiastic Wei Wuxian. It is very impossible.

"I could find something to leave behind in its place?"

[yiling_laozu]

That it could belong to a person and not the powers that rule this place hasn't occurred to Wei Wuxian, and he pauses, thumbing at his nose. "Lan Zhan," he says, turning to beam at him for his willingness to help. "Perhaps you're right and it would be cruel to take. But we could at least discover what it is. And perhaps..." Wei Wuxian pinches his fingers.

"A small taste."

[lan_wangji]

Lan Zhan fights a smile, wanting to still seem stern and a good influence to Wei Ying.

But again, it is very, very hard to say no to Wei Wuxian.

"A small taste," he agrees. "Lan Wangji will wait outside the kitchen, will keep watch. Wei Ying can find his treasure."

[yiling_laozu]

Wei Wuxian's grin widens, and he all but runs the rest of the way to the kitchens. There's no one inside - for now - and he considers what little he knows. It's a rare treat. It isn't usually served. It's meant to be cold.

"Lan Zhan," he says, "I'm going to look in the cold boxes that hum. If someone is coming, sneeze!"